I can feel myself falling further and further into depression and I just cant seem to climb my way out... I just feel like I have no control over my life and nothing ever gets better...All I do is cry all of the time now and I just cant control it, ive never felt so helpless over my own circumstances. DH is in the military and we have been stuck at our base for over 3 years..there is nothing here and I mean nothing..its not an exaggeration its a fact..
the base provides no support for spouses or family and I cant get help though ive tried to several times..Ive never tried to hard in my life to find a job with no success..Never even a call for an interview..theres no where to work but the base here. Ive tried to do volunteer work just to get myself out and I was told they dont have anything for me...My road block always seems to be lack of child care..we cant afford me to pay for child care unless im working so I cant volunteer because I cant take DD..
I want to go to therapy and talk to a therapist..I dont want pills..So my doctor gave me a referral and I was excited for once but I called to make my appt and they said I cant take DD which prob. isnt a good idea anyways and that they dont provide child care..none of them do..And we cant afford it..So I cant even talk to someone...People here dont do play dates..no one seems to want to leave their house..there are no activities here for spouses...The play groups here are awful, if you dont know the people they wont talk to you. I try go take DD to the park but its always raining ..These days im just too depressed to do anything. Im tired of being rejected for every job I apply for..im tired of trying to change my circumstances with no luck..Things just never get better...DH has tried over and over and over to get orders ..but we are denied every time...Ive never felt so crappy about myself and depressed..all I want to do is cry and be alone...I dont know what to do, everytime I try to better my situation or do something to help myself It never works...
Asked by Anonymous at 2:31 PM on May. 3, 2011 in Relationships
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