I'm so upset right now. I'm PMSing and really emotional, so that's part of it, but...I'm sick of being lonely. My husband works all the time, and I have no real friends. I have people that I could spend time with, but I know that none of them really care about me. They're the kinda of people that talk crap about their other friends behind their backs, so I don't trust them not to do the same to me. I do have some real friends, but they're all in Arizona, on the other side of the country, and I miss them so much that it hurts. I just feel like I have no one, other than my parents. I can't even stop crying right now bc I'm just so tired of being so lonely. 99% of the time it's just me and my son. I'm a nice person and I care about my friends when I have them. I don't know why it's so hard to find genuine, kind people where I live. Everyone's snooty, superficial, or in competition with each other. My husband is never home, and when he is, he's tired. I have all the money I could care to spend, but it does NOTHING for me. He thinks I should be happy bc of it, but I don't give a SHIT about money. He tells me that I have every opportunity to do whatever I want, and I do, but who the hell wants to go do a bunch of stuff alone? I shouldn't say alone, bc I do have my son, and I love him more than life. He brings me an insane amount of joy, and really, I should NOT be complaining about my life.
I'm just lonely. And I don't know why it's so hard to find people like me, who just want to be good friends and accept each other for who we are instead of being so judgmental and competitive. I'm so tired of people pretending to care about me when I know they don't. Does anyone else feel this way, or am I all alone just as I feel?
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