how could he do this to me? how could he throw away everything i have ever done for him? i have given him 10 years of my life. i have given up my life for him. we took vows. he promised me. how could he do this to ME. i don't know what to feel. i don't know what emotion is going to erupt from my body.
he cheated on me. he has BEEN cheating one me. he's leaving. he's leaving for HER. he doesn't want his life with us anymore. what will i tell out children? what will i tell friends and family? how can i face this humiliation? i want him . i hate him. how could he. we were happy. right? will the tears ever stop? it's been hours. i don't think there is an ounce of make-up left on my face. i put makeup on for him. i got in shape for him. i kept a nice house for him. i devoted my life to him and only him. this ring means nothing. what am i wearing this for?
i threw my ring out. it landed somewhere in the neighbors yard. it didn't make me feel better. nothing ever will again. i'll never smile again. so many questions racing through my head. i keep reading text messages from him over and over to see if i missed some hidden meanings that he might have been sending me. I LOVE YOU HUN. BE HOME AT 6. AT MARKS HOUSE BE HOME IN A LITTLE BIT. NEED ANYTHING FROM THE STORE? WORKING ON TRUCK. AT AUTOZONE. these all seem normal i guess. will this pain ever go away!
i sent my kids to their grandmas while i try to make sense of this. it doesn't make sense. it makes no sense. she's ugly, fat, bad skin, has 3 kids from 3 different guys. she's the town skank. i was a virgin when we met. i have never been touched by another man. i would be open in bed. we would try whatever he wanted. i lived to please him. i am a good mother.
i guess i can go all waiting to exhale and burn all his clothes, what would the neighbors think? i guess i'll just lie here on the couch and just listen to music. why am i getting rational? i was about to think of my alibi a minute ago. i guess the rational part of my brain is taking over. what will happen tomorrow. i wish my mom was here. she would know what to do. i feel alone. our song is on. our song. what the hell? what a liar. what a joke.
Asked by Anonymous at 7:54 PM on May. 12, 2011 in Relationships
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AWWWW.... i am So Sorry! Sending many Hugs your way!
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