Hi im new here.
I just got out of a 3 yr relationship with my lo`s father. He was an ass he didnt want our son bc he wasnt a girl. I lost my virginity to this ass i cant help but feel if he couldnt ruin my life by being with me then he would do something else to make me remember him like get me pregnant. I LoVe LoVe LoVe my son i wouldnt not trade him for anything. Its just soooooo hard being a single mother at the age of 19. I knew him for like 6 yrs i met back up with him when i was 15 lost my virginty to him then i had to move long story short my parents kept me away from him (lmo now i see why) then when i was 16 i decided to run away to his house keep in mind hes like 20 when i went to his house the first year he abused me told me that i was a n**** lover bc i had dated a black guy while we were SEPARATED , and he decides to say i cheated on him and that i was a slut and i didnt lose my virginity to him. Now tell me am i slut when i only had 4 sex partners in my life including him? I dont c how thats a slut. Anyways the last 2 yrs i was with him he promised not to hurt me anymore. He started popping pills trying to commit sucide ( whie i was in house) one time he popped 20 something muscle relaxers and passed out (outside) in 80 degree weather meanwhile i had to drag his ass until i couldnt drag anymore the i just decided to leave him there and get a friend to call 911 bc i was a runaway. After all this he tells me i should have let him die.. i said "next time i will" what possesed me to stay with him for another year god only knows why then i got pregnant worked up the balls to leave and to never go back. Now i have a very handsome 1 month old boy and im feeling deppressed. I would like to know symptoms so i can be aware of them and when to see a doc. Also the point of posting this was to ask....How will i ever love again..let alone trust and have a normal relationship.:( Thanks in advance for any advise :) sorry so long.
Answer by Bubbablue at 3:12 AM on May. 25, 2011
Answer by louise2 at 6:20 AM on May. 25, 2011
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