This is my worst summer ever. I am officially divorced from my scum of an ex husband. He told me he was leaving me for some skank 6 months ago. He said he didn't want to ruin my christmas so he told me new years day.
To make it worse we live in such a small town that see him and the whore all over town. He doesn't spend time with the kids anymore either. He fought me so hard to get joint custody but he never gets them anymore. He's always spending his time and money on ms. newboobs. I am beside myself.
I started working out to relieve stress but that only works for the first half of the day. I feel great all morning and when 5 o'clock rolls around I just make dinner for my kids and pick up a few pieces of junk out of the living room and I just retire to my bedroom and watch t.v. I don't think I'm depressed or anything. I do get up and help my kids if they need something but they are 14, 16, and 17 so they are sort of doing their own thing with video games and t.v.
I just feel like he won. I feel like he took my self-esteem and dignity. He trashed me in the court room making allegations that I was not a good wife and that he didn't feel like I loved him at all. I was crushed. Until about a couple of months before he left me we were happy. I could tell that the distance between us came when she came into the picture. Some days when I feel like my old self I see them at a store or the two of them driving by in the car we used to be a family in. I can't stand seeing her sit in the chair I used to sit it, using my cup holder, looking in my overhead mirror. That might sound petty but it's the way I feel at the time.
Has anyone gone through this? How can you get back to being yourself? I don't want to date. I don't want to go through this again. I can't stand to have my heart broken again.
Asked by Anonymous at 2:39 PM on Jun. 3, 2011 in Relationships
You might identify with this song.
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Time heals all wounds
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