I had an abortion in dec of 2010 and this is one of the worst things I have done in my life. I have not gone a day without thinking what could have been. I was about 7-8weeks at the time. As the due date I was given approaches I am having an even more hard time dealing with it and its to the point where I contemplated suicide but didnt follow through because I have a young child. My heart aches everyday and its harder because I know I was able to take care of the baby but feared my families reaction to me having another child out of wedlock with a man that doesnt love me and doesnt support me or our child we already have. I had no one to turn to when I was going through this hard time and pregnancy and made a rash decision that I was so against. I told myself as soon as I found out I was pregnant that I would not have the abortion but I did.
I know this is touchy subject and know some people may not confess this to me, which is understandable.
Anyone else going through this?
I dont ever want to get over it and accept it but want to know how to deal with it on a daily basis.
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