Oh my goodness!!!
I would call in reinforcements.
I mean the neighbors, friends, family, church members and anyone or persons who are willing to help.
In addition, tell yourself that you can do this, it will be ok and there are people around you that care and will help.
Come on girl, you would not have come as far as you have without some grace shinning down on you. So, regardless of what your hubby is doing or isn't doing you don't have the time or energy, to worry about his not being there. You have to focus on you and the baby you have inside of you, in addition to the other children around you.
Good luck and God bless!
Remember, ask for what you need and you will get it!
at 3:04 AM on Jul. 12, 2008