I'm almost 37. I got married a couple of weeks ago to a really nice guy. Nobody cared about my wedding. My mom believed some lies my sister told her and called me a bitch. My other sister is a druggie. My dad very unwillingly came to my wedding, was rude, and didn't even give me a card. My therapist told me that they are ill people and must be treated as such. I am very depressed. I am in therapy and on meds. I have to keep trying meds because they aren't working. I'm just so tired and frankly, I wish I was dead. I told my husband this, and I have NEVER told him that before and he thinks getting me my favorite icecream will make it all better. I hate myself and I think I'm ugly though my husband tells me I'm beautiful every day. I work full time and manage to drag my ass to work every day, I don't know how. My husband plays a lot of sports, something he did warn me about before we hooked up but he was gone all day yesterday and I had no money to do anything, nowhere to go. I don't have many friends. I want to cut all the time and imagine it in my head. I have an eating disorder. I'm just so tired. My family makes fun of me, saying I am the mental one. I just hurt so bad!
Asked by Anonymous at 3:02 PM on Jun. 19, 2011 in Relationships
Answer by akalei at 4:12 PM on Jun. 19, 2011
I am sorry. I know a lot of women might totally hate me for saying this- but, in my heart I honestly believe if you Give it To God and pray for some kind of relief from all this emotional burden then that might help.
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