sometimes i think i am completely alone. i wonder if i will ever make it to the end of my pregnancy and if my life will finally feel complete... I love my little one already, and cant wait for her to get here (only 8 weeks to go!) but im tired of being pregnant. i never liked it in the first place . . .
my only friend closest to my age is a guy and though ive tried not to, i really have fallen head over heels for him.. he is amazing to me in all ways. i laugh and cant stop laughing when i realize just how happy i could be with him. but then i cry and cant stop crying when i realize that i just cant be with him for much longer. his mother has decided to leave town and he is going with her. i am really stressed about what i am going to do once he leaves before this baby gets here... i love him but i am not dependent on him. i want to make a life with him because i know he wants to be with me a lot longer than we have been allowed. time is short and because he is leaving i feel like we should completely stop everything so it wont hurt as much... i am upset and i really do have abandoment issues because of everything in my past. they kind of just stick forever... i cry and hurt when i think of not coming home to him and not being near him... it wouldnt be so bad if they just moved to the next town, but im afraid it will be another state... i love him and i thought it would be better than this...
Answer by sugamama3 at 5:10 PM on Jun. 22, 2011
Answer by fiatpax at 5:14 PM on Jun. 22, 2011
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