I have been crying for several days straight now. Ten years ago (when I was VERY young) I was 5 months pregnant and got into a car accident. The next night I started to bleed, I went to the hospital where I was told I was having a miscarriage. They gave me the option of going home to complete the process or have a DNC there. They explained to me that a DNC was much like an abortion and that made me decide to choose the other option, however, no one prepared me for what I was about to experience. I went home and went through 14 hours of pure pain and labor. I was bleeding so much and I was alone so I spent that whole time on the toilet. Long story short I had the baby and then I flushed the toilet. At the time I wasn't thinking and didn't really know that I had options or could have done something differently but now that I am older and I have begun working in a mortuary I realze and know that I SHOULD HAVE held that baby and honored that baby in a much more dignified and respectful way. I can't sleep now and I have horrible visions and I just feel so very sad and guilty. I am so sorry for what I did but I don't know how to forgive myself or even if I deserve to be forgiven for doing that!!
Answer by attap5 at 3:37 PM on Jun. 24, 2011
Answer by dan4heather at 6:18 PM on Jun. 23, 2011
im sorry for your loss. when i lost my baby i called my dr he told me to bring it to the er when i came. i dont know what happened to it, i was not able to bury it or anything. as far as i know they disposed of it or its in some lab. its so sad, i will never know what was done.
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