I am still feeling quite depressed today. The depression started out yesterday, and unfortunately has not gone away yet. (yes I am on meds for it, and I see my therapist today and will discuss this w/her).
It also does not help that my husband was an insensitive jerk, and ignored me all day. So I spent most of the day alone and depressed in my bedroom. I did get my mp3 player and listen to a favorite audiobook. Later he did open the door and say 'the kids are gone' (they went to his moms for overnight) So then I went and sat in the livingroom. He sat down near me, had Hoarders on tv and immediately picked up his laptop and started playing a game one there. So after sitting there being ignored and feeling oh, so bored I got up and went back in my bedroom to finish listening to my audiobook. - until almost bedtime. Then as he was getting ready for bed he had to be rude and mean to me and say that he was going to suggest sex (which hardly ever happens in our house), But evidently since I was "mean" he changed his mind. (personally I think he had no intention of actually having sex, and only said that to be mean and spiteful). I was like 'fine, I was going to say NO anyway" (frankly the sex is always the same, unsatisfying and boring! I'd rather have a pint of ice cream than have sex-- as ice cream is ALWAYS satisfying, I can have as much as I want and when I want!).
So when he went to bed, I got up and went in the livingroom to read. Needless to say I fell asleep in the livingroom and I had no desire to go to bed. Of course this morning he had to be loud as he got ready for work, and after he left I did wake up and get up.
So anyone else feeling a big depressed today?
Anyone else mad at their man today?
Is anyone else's man being an insensitive butthead?
I just wanted to know if anyone else felt a bit blue or out-of-sorts today as well.
Asked by Anonymous at 10:48 AM on Jul. 11, 2011 in Relationships
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