DF and I agreed! We are Officially TTC #2!!!!!!!

Feeling like crap. Have been having these weird sensations in my stomach that feel like a baby kicking near my ribs but every pee stick comes back neg. idk what's going on.

Can't believe my little brother is gonna be a daddy!!!! I hope for my little niece or nephew that their mommy gets better. She's already tried once to abort and kill herself since she's found out about being pregnant agan.

At the Hospital...James complained of sharp pains in his lower abdomen shooting straight to his back. He's been admitted for kidney stones that are 4mm in diameter and a severe UTI. Trying not to freak out but anxiety is creaping up on me.

Forgot how nasty ppl on here can be when someone is struggling so hard and all they can see is the negative and not doing what THEY believe - F U ALL who think that YOU are High & Mighty

Had a great night at Couples life group. Met 3 other couples and the best part is...2 of the other wives in the group are Sara's lol...Can't wait to see them at church on Sunday and to meet up in 2 weeks!!!

Feeling quite hopeless right now. Been calling around for a lawyer and there's no help. I tried Legal aid where I live and they only will take divorces IF there are NO kids involved...WTF!! So the asshole gets away with not paying for anything while i'm stuck with not being able to have a job because of having to work around my mom's schedule plus the both of us school schedule

Finally home from class...3 hrs of Spanish almost put me to sleep!

Changed my fb status from Married to It's Complicated.....sighs....

Still sick...not really getting any better...called a new dr to make an apt. and the earliest i can be seen won't be until the second week in May. I can't wait that long..ugh!