well since i was here last he and i got back together and its only changed a little. and Idk what to do. he found his wedding ring from his ex and put it on his finger with the ring i gave him...that hurt. i know he's still in love with her and its to the point IM not in love with him any more. i do love him in a way he's my best friend and gave me my children. i am so confused and lost.
my husband walkd out of our marrige and i went to go get him to come home and he told me i wasnt worth it. and he promised to call the kids and has yet to do so. im a baskett case. i dont wanna b alone! he says theres no way we can fix it
its been awhile iv ehad alot going on and now even more nad plus with this marrige its just enough to drive u insane. fineally figured out hoew i feel now just how to tell my SO. he wont like it and ims cared if he goes back to his parents my kids will not see him again bc his family does not want me waround.
i just had a long talk with my husband and told him how i really felt....how i loved him but i wasnt inlove with him and were trying to decide what to do bc of our 3 kids(his that ive helpd raise since she was 3 wks bc her bio mom passd) we were friends befor and i dont wanna end up hating him or him me...im so sad.....but its alot to get off of ones chest. and i am so mad at myself for leading him on.......