What do you do to take time for yourself? It seems lately I have zero time for myself, there is always a demand on my time. I don't go anywhere because of a medical condition unless I have someone with me, so that's not an option. And of course, I feel that if my presence is not known nothing will get done.
Perhaps that's just me, maybe I'm a control freak. I've got a good life, better than most kids, and a good husband, but sometimes I want to pull my hair out. When something happens, say with 1 kid, 2 others have to follow suit, husband has to have a bad day, and everything I touch has to fall apart! Get what I'm saying? It's not that they are bad or even mediocre kids, it's just 1 person cannot make a mistake, EVERYONE has to be involved or have problems.
It's 12:30am where I am, I'm exhausted, I haven't been to bed before 2am once this week, and I am at the end of my rope. I haven't gotten anything I wanted to get done today because everything I tried ended up in disaster. Think I'm over reacting? I have to buy a new bbq grill tomorrow because I tried to clean mine and broke it. I broke the grill! How do you break a grill that's 1 year old???? I did. I stripped out the screws trying to take it apart, and broke the metal pieces holding it together.
Sorry, I guess I'm just venting. I don't have many friends because of my condition, and the ones I do have, I can't talk to about my family. They all either say I'm over reacting, or the closest friend gets pissed off because everything is a hill to die on with her. Thanks for listening.