I really think that I am DONE. My life is so dysfunctional! I'm married 20 yrs. in June and we have twins who will be 16 in June. My marriage is less than awesome and my kids don't really like me. They have no respect for anything that I say. Well, my husband doesn't either. I am sooo tired. I don't believe in divorce and I love my kids. I just feel like I need an extended vacation by myself. I can't decide if I should go have my medication increased so the fact that I am so lonely and sad doesn't hurt so much or if I should just try to make the most out of it and live my life to please me. Any advice??