I have made wrong choices & done everything possible to be a failure at life ( hs dropout ,two teen pregnancies, method addiction , loser men ect) I am really a good person though & my heart is in the right place The most recent devastation in my life though is my 3 weeks into his 18th year son , my first born, my pride and joy See , he got ripped off in the parents & ideal childhood crap for sure . I got knocked up at 14 had him 3 Months after turning 15 , dropped out of 9th grade , got abandoned by his dad & it ain't got Any better still I love my boys (Now 14&1i8 I'm 33) , I never showed them anything by Love &acceptance , when I had time to be a around . My son had seen how my decisions ruined Shit for us all & is smart enough to break the cycle but is doing the same crap as me... WHO HAS ANY IDEA HOW I CAN SAVE MY SON??? I FEEL HELPLESS AND DON'T KNOW WHAT HE NEEDS FROM ME NOW .HELP !!!!!