So here I am in the hospital since Saturday now. Her enzymes for her pancreas keep going up, she's miserable, tired of being here, in pain and is discovering "new pain scales". So tired of this. 4 hours of almost constant stabbing to get a specific IV line in. Sometimes I wonder about the decency of some of the staff here. But I know I'm frustrated and tired. Just thought I would let people know why I'm AWOL again.