I FEEL SO BAD AND HAVE A CHURCH QUESTION

[LEMONS]

I'M GOING THROUGH ALOT OF HEALTH ISSUES AND MAJOR DEPRESSION.i'VE BEEN PUT ON MEDS FOR THIS.I  TALK TO GOD MANY TIMES A DAY.I WATCH MY PREACHING RELIGIOUSLY EVERYDAY.I HAVE BEEN GOING TO CHURCH BUT NOW MY DEPRESSION  AND OBESITY IS GETTING THE BEST OF ME AND  I'M TRYING TO GET MYSELF OUT OF A RUT.I FEEL SO GUILTY THAT I WILL DISPLEASE GOD BUT I'M SUCH A MESS I HAVE TO TAKE RESPONSIBLILITY OF MYSELF OR IT WILL GET TO BAD.MY FAVORITE IS WATCHING RICHARD ROBERTS EVERY DAY ON CHURCH CHANNEL HE IS ORAL ROBERTS SON AND SENDING MONEY TOWARD THE PROJECTS HE HAS AND HE MAKES ME FEEL SO GOOD AND I OFTEN CALL THE PRAYER LINE.tHANKS FOR LISTENING.I THINK AS LONG AS I'M DOING RIGHT GOD WILL LOVE ME NO MATTER IF I GO TO CHURCH OR WORSHIP GOD AT HOME.I LOVE THE SCRIPTURES HERE AND THIS GROUP .ANNE