sarah was born a healthy beatiful baby girl on june 17,2004...on oct.25,3004 my whole world was flipped upside down. i laid down with her on the couch to take a nap. i laid her on my chest and fell asleep with her there. when i woke up i remember finding her with her little arm stuck doen in the couch..i grabbed her and i knew right away she was gone...i really cant talk aboout it anymore..my face hurts fom crying..maybe i will finish this anorht eime

Sweetie take your time and talk when the times right for you okay !!
~~hug~~
Quoting debrajean08:
sarah was born a healthy beatiful baby girl on june 17,2004...on oct.25,3004 my whole world was flipped upside down. i laid down with her on the couch to take a nap. i laid her on my chest and fell asleep with her there. when i woke up i remember finding her with her little arm stuck doen in the couch..i grabbed her and i knew right away she was gone...i really cant talk aboout it anymore..my face hurts fom crying..maybe i will finish this anorht eime

thank you so much both of you..alot of that day i have blocked out..my family still insist to me that it was sids..i try to explain to them otherwise..but they dont listen...on her death certificate it says positional compressional asphyxiation...it hurts ........if it weren't for my daughter skylar being there, and having to be strong and try to take care of her..i know i wouldnt be here...she had to take care of me for the first few years, and she was only 3 at that time..now it is soooo hard trying to get back the mommy role...i think i need to put her into therapy, but i dont want her to think there is something wrong with her

You do what you think is right....if you think she need some help then you get it for her maybe you and her could go together.....
Quoting debrajean08:
thank you so much both of you..alot of that day i have blocked out..my family still insist to me that it was sids..i try to explain to them otherwise..but they dont listen...on her death certificate it says positional compressional asphyxiation...it hurts ........if it weren't for my daughter skylar being there, and having to be strong and try to take care of her..i know i wouldnt be here...she had to take care of me for the first few years, and she was only 3 at that time..now it is soooo hard trying to get back the mommy role...i think i need to put her into therapy, but i dont want her to think there is something wrong with her
- debrajean08
on May. 8, 2009 at 10:31 PM