Our first talk about last babies birth!!!

[mommaseyes]

Friday night me and dh went out and we talked about what all went on with our last babies birth. Dh said the main reason he wanted me to go to the hospital was because i was in pain and he hates to see me hurting. This past week he was in first responder for his BLET classes, and in them they was learning to help in birthing. He told me if he had them classes first he would have felt better about the home birthing thing. but if i wanted to have a home birth next time then he would be ok with it. we talked a little more about the things that happened when Brooklyn was born. Not only was they refusing to get dh when they took me to the back they had actually pushed him out of ICU and took the baby away from him. and for 2 hrs gave him the run around about me and refused to let him even have the baby back. He said the reason he didn't tell me sooner was because the surgery and everything had such a negitive impact on me that he didn't want to make it worse. but he said he really didn't want me going through that again at all. and he seemed to really get mad when he found out the nurses refused to get him in my room till i did what they wanted.

so if we have another baby it more then likely will be born here at home.