Crazy

My baby tested positive on the AFP for an open neural tube defect.  All the test since..the level 2 u/s and weekly AFI and NST..have all been normal but I guess I am still having some anxiety about it because last night I had the weirdest dream!  I dreamt that I had her and I knew she looked a little weird but I didn't care and I was just so proud to have her.  Then my sister came in and said "wow, she has some big ears" , then I looked down and my baby was a hairless rabbitt with regular little baby eyes.  I swear..this does not help the waiting..12 days and counting!