How do you deal wid day to day life after a loss?
i have so much trouble even getting out of bed in the morn. i had a few miscarriages trying to get pregnant with jayden & they hurt so bad..but when i was so use to have mi lil baby..mi toddler in mi life & all of the sudden one day she is just gone..idk what to even do...I think it effects mi marriage..mi family ..mi friends.. but at the same time i never open up to talk about it. i cant stop crying when i do. Its only been since jan 15th..will the pain ever get easier? Will i ever stop crying when i look at her pics or hear her name? I try so hard just to fake a smile for mi family & wifey..Make everyone think im doing just fine..Its so hard..just moving to LA from the south i have like NO friends close by at all..that makes it harder to..its like i dont have anyone to talk to or cry to other than mi wife & its hard on her aswell. :(..
BRii *21* proud femme lesbian married to KD *25* new to LA. Proud mommy of an angel. ttc in june! fb(firstname.lastname@example.org). love to make new friends.