kinda tmi, but I'm at my wits end

[Laniecakes]

I haven't been on here in almost a year... Full time student and I work full time, but I really don't know what to do about this anymore. My little girl who was born in feb of last year was my second child and yes I am a very young mother, but something happened to me after her birth that I did not expect. I don't even know what to tie it to. I have completely lost all sexual desire... completely... I've kept it to myself as long as I possibly could, but it has affected my marriage so much that my husband and I might end up getting divorced. I suddenly can't stand to be touched or kissed. I really have become almost emotionless. It has caused me to have problems connecting to my baby girl also.... I often play with my 3 year old son pretending to be a robot, but never expected it to become true. I've tried looking into antidepressants thinking maybe I've just been depressed because our daughter is our last child, but antidepressants didn't help... I really don't know what is wrong with me! it is like all of the lights just turned off, there is no one home. I hate to say it but I am really hoping one of you have gone through this just to get some advice! I've tried having me days, havign dates, having individual specia days with each of my babies, ignoring it, researching it, talking to my doctor (he wasn't much help)... I'm starting to think that this isn't just a symptom of depression, but rather that depression is a symptom of whatever is causing me to be like this. 

[AdriansMom0802]

i dont know what to say hunny but i would talk to your doctor about it, it maybe something as simple as a hormone imbalance and can be fixed!

[CalebsMama81006]

I would find another dr. This doesn't sound normal. maybe counseling would help?