IM SO AFRAID...

[msnewmom]

Hi everyone hows it going? Im a jersey girl but lived in cali when i was 18 up to i had my son out there in 07. Things are really bad in NJ and im so stressed and all alone with my son. I wanna move back to cali but im so afraid of certain things. Like how open the gay life is... I dnt want my son to ever grw and e apart of that I would feel like its my fault for him being exposed to that, also I would need help from social service to get on my feet Im afraid because I dnt know the process and then the schools I want my son to be a great school. I love him so much. I mserable here and Im making his life miserable and I dont wanna be a miserable bitter person, Im better than this. HELP ME...ANYONE KNOW THE SUM ANSWERS OR SOLUTIONS TO SUM OF MY FEARS?

[cynthiaesquivel]

 Hi, so sorry for what you are going thru. I kind of understand that you are struggling with the situation  you are in now with your son and you are looking for answers. Well girlie, the best and only one that is going to give you an answer for this is God. He understands exactly what you are going thru and he loves you and wants a better life for you too. For now and while you figure out what to do, do it slow, one step at a time. Maybe start looking for Jobs or just calling and getting informed before you make a big step. Hope all the best for you! Blessings to you and your boy, I know its scary right now but the Lord knows what you are going thru. Run to God and his people, a good church will help you figure out what to do. Be blessed. 

[msnewmom]

Awww thank you so much for the inspiring and encouraging words. I moved to cali ended up back n nj im working trying to save to move back to LA. My people that I grew up with are set in there ways and are absolutely trouble and negative. Im looking for a new family. Sisters, brothers, best friends. If you like to be one and get to know me im here.

[cynthiaesquivel]

 Hope you are doing better... its sad how your own family members cannot even step up like they are supposed to.... sometimes your best friends/family are those in Christ. Run to God and a good solid church only there will you find the encouragement and righteous people to help you raise your son. Bless you!!! Praying...........