I am so irritated right now, my DH is being super pissy lately. I know its because we decreased our methadone dose by 10 mg, usually he is really patient esp with the girls, but geez. Example of this is yesterday the baby (4yrs) spilled his glass of tea all over his night stand, and he all but lost it. Not at her, because she hauled ass in the bathroom to get a towel but he threw the wet remote and was like this is bullshit,,,blah blah. I said you need to stop, she is a baby and it was an accident. So the girls and I put on our socks and tennies and went on a walk (we walked a block to their elem school, they played I walked and did lunges and am super sore). Just now I said hey honey, he yelled WHAT? well excuse me mr. who cant multi task and do two things at once. I am not feeling 100% either, its hard decreasing your dose, even by 10mg but I do other things to control it. Like if I catch myself getting irritated with the kids I find something to laugh with them about so I dont yell. Well I know we aren't all perfect and he tries his best...just as the rest of us do-one day at a time.
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