I don't know what to say to her. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to help her. She is numb when it comes to it. She has lost 6 family members to cancer over the years. We have had long talks about what she wants and I know she doesn't want to lie down and take it. I know she knows better.
I have been trying to stay in touch with her immediate.family, but I feel like I am causing them undue stress.
I have been on the phone for.the last 2 hours finding hospitals she can go to. How does in home care work, etc.
I don't want her to go, but I want to make any time that she does have happy time! Even if I have to spend the next 10 years by her side telling her all the bad jokes that she likes :)
Cancer sucks and I hate it :(