Hello there.. I am new to this group and new to this whole situation. I had a stillborn baby 6 months ago. I was almost 23 weeks with my son. Everything was going beautiful and all of a sudden he was just gone. I say that because only 1 1/2 weeks before I had had a sono and he was beautiful. Then we went back for a sono and his heart had stopped. ... just like that. I had to deliver my beautiful boy the next day. Which ended in an emergency c-section after 14 hours of labor. They did an autopsy and found not a thing wrong with this perfect angel. My faith has gotten me through as well as my wonderful husband and two girls. We are all devesated but healing. The doctor said wait 6 months and then try again.. so we have just started to try again. I am SCARED to DEATH!! I want to have another baby so very badly but goodness what if we go through this again??? We have started to try again but I am so embrassed to say... I want it to take a few months get pregnant. I never have had any problems with anything....getting pregnant, staying pregnant... but now I am not niave anymore. I know what can happen. I have cried for so many of my friends that have had miscarriages and prayed from them. Now I am finding myself to be needing prayers. I am trying to put my fears in Gods hands. If we are meant to get pregnant now we will. But I am going to be 36 in January. Goodness I am just so scared. I am sorry to write all this with my first post. Thanks for reading, though.
I myself have a 3 1/2yo, had 3mc, and now have a healthy & beautiful 9 wk old.
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- cfisher001
on Nov. 28, 2010 at 9:40 PM