today all the stress hit me so i said something to a friend about it yea i know chris was in the army reserve when i started dating him and when i moved in with him. i also knew it would be hard for izzy to be away for months at a time. but a lot of my friends seem to think this is easy for me or i need not to say anything about it at all. tho there every day drama they can dump on me and not think anything of it. i said to a friend how upset i was today that doing this all alone really sucked and is not easy yesterday i had to just lay round cause pulling up wet carpet and moving it out of the house alone was not easy and i really hurt myself i am disabled for a reason and i really pushed my luck doing that i got lucky that i did not hurt myself more by doing it. i just need a poor me min with a friend a little cry then i would put my big girl pants on and do what i need to get done why i am never allowed to do that ever with anyone i really do not know and it is annoying. on a side note tho i know i can handled almost anything alone !
know my grammar is poor and so is my spelling and sometimes my wording
is odd please understand i have severe dyslexia i do run spell check but
it dose not always fine all my mess up when i misuse a word pointing
out my mess ups is fine with me and i will be more then happy to fix
them however rude comments will not get them fix thank you for