Who passed last year & this year.
Vent, shout, yell, scream, whimper, cry, sob.
I can't get over my aunt passing away. I'm blaming my-self (when she knew & had lung cancer & kept smoking cigarettes.)
My 'mother side family' hates me for not going to her wake (but DD was very sick & vomiting a lot! So yes I couldn't make it to the wake.) so yes I blame my-self but my 'mother aide' always & will hate me.
Sadly I'm super depressed about this.
on Aug. 12, 2012 at 10:40 AM