As most of you know I just lost a pregnancy. it was not planned and Sadly it was not very welcomed yet. I started to get my head wrapped around the idea of having another, as we were done having children and then I learned I was miscarrying. I was ok with it, but itsproven to be an emotional roller coaster...
I also lost a little boy at 16wks due to a twin molar pregnany. It was a pregnancy from hell and the aftermath of it was even worse. 2 months of chemo thereapy and I did not want to ever go through that again, I didnt want anymore kids but then I felt empty. I got pregnant with my Daughter a few months later and after I had her, I felt complete..
So now since I have lost this pregnancy part of me is ok with being done, but another part of me feels like I was ment to have another one and maybe somewhere down the road, we could have another baby.... Dh doesnt want anymore, he wants his visectomy and just is done, no negotiation... I know that I dont want to suffer another loss again, no way, but I just feel empty right now.
Is this normal?