It is SO HARD for me to make friends. I'm awkward, shy, I don't "get it" if someone is fake to me until I actually get hurt by them. I hate drama, I hate being the pity friend (common in churchy circles because it's the Christian thing to do even if you don't really like somebody).
I'm loyal and honest and I am great at keeping secrets, I'm thoughtful and would inconvenience myself just to help someone out. But I won't put myself out there. I won't introduce myself or approach anyone.
We just moved and I am lonely. I had great friends back in our old town but it took 3 years of living there to get them, and then we had to leave.
Tell me I'm not alone!
on Sep. 13, 2013 at 6:19 PM