bad weekend

[Kimber8802]

i know i just joined group and already im having a bad weekend lol. well its not exactly me but its affecting me and my issues.

my older sister has been in an absuive realationship(which i did not know about) and she was staying at a shelter again i didnt know for sure well on thursday her ex found out where she was and the shelter threw her out, she came to my house asking for a cigarette and told me that she  was going to have to live in her car with her 2 kids  uh hello i told her no way.. we have a small place but no..

so now my nerves are shot to hell because she was so upset last night because she also has depression issues and she hasnt had any meds so she was talking about driving her car off the small docl near my apt told me to take car of her kids etc etc.. she was in tears so many times yeasterday and i have never seen her cry so my emotions  have been all over the place since yesterday.

she has a 12 year old and a 21 month old with her,  the other 2 are older so they are not affected as much.  the 12 year old has had to grow up way to fast and the 21 month old has seen more thab=n she should im sure so i feel horrible and i could not have left them to live in a car.

this is just so hard............esp since we had a small place