Its been quiet in here.. as holidays draw upon us...

[Dannille33]

Hello group,

I've been watching the group and it seems the activity is down. :( I am not sure why.. but I also see the number of memebers going down to. This group has always fluctuated so I'm not worried about the numbers going down. I'm worried about the amount of support that isn't in the group.

I know that I haven't been in much. My mother has been very sick and I haven't been able to really write down all my thoughts and feelings. I have been accepting new memebers and I hope they and you all feel free to vent. I know the holidays are hard, as well as some of us suffer from seasonal depression which adds to.

You are all in my prayers daily.. one step at a time beating this monster of a disorder.

I remember why I created this group.. I wanted to let others know that they to weren't alone. When I first was diagnosised I felt as if I was damaged and wouldn't ever get my life back. Slowly I have.. but I'm still a long way away... all we can do is hope and cling to the support we can find through out this time in our lives.

I hope you remember that when you feel as if the world and this disorder is bigger then you are. In all reality .. you are bigger then it is.. you just have to fight the good fight not allow it to win!

Hugs.. and prayers to you all..

May you all have a most wonderful Thanksgiving!!!

[pinkcoffeecup]

To much going on for the holidays.  I kind of am feeling the holiday blues.  Mine and dh's parents are deceased.  Money's been extra tight.   Work has been a bit of a stress.  It's certain coworkers like to start drama.  That is a big mental drain on me. 

[goatmom4]

wow can i indentify  with work drama      the younger people seem to hate us newbies   that just need a job      today i had to turn over a letter    a younger person wrote to me that   insulted and acused me of doing a bad job  at just about everything      cleaning talking bad         she made me feel like dirt she is one of the fav. so   i feel like they  would believe her            but told the boss she will help   life is so scary when we live paycheck to paycheck and suffer the insomnia   and stress no one else gets     ugh holidays I am planning small to help me put  me first   !!!!!!!!!!!!!!   I hope hugs to you guys I don't feel dumb talking in here   but feel the tears