Very depressed

[lilmilitarywife]

I just feel depressed!!!! Dh going over seas and he's making me take my pills!!! I'm not myself on them I'm drugged n never wanna eat!! I hate them I want new pills!!!!! My anxietys always going!!! My gf (bff) is prego it's exciting but depressing because I've been trying since august and still ain't I know I'm Extreamly fertile cuz we got prego on first try before and now since I've been counting ovulation days I cant get prego I just keep bleeding but got a OBGYN appt Tom ugh ugh ughhhhhhhhh I hate this!!!

[Dannille33]

Well, I would keep a daily journal of your thoughts and feelings on this or these meds.

Also do you see a therapist? If no then please try to find one ..

I can't imagine how hard it is having your husband over seas. It's also very hard for someone that doesn't have anxiety and panic, along with depression to know what your going through. I would express to him that the pills you take are not making you yourself.

As for your friend.. In time you will become pregnant. It sounds like with all that is going on perhaps you should take care of you and prepare for a pregnancy perhaps in a few months.

It seems like everyone and everything is against you right now but just try to talk one day at a time. Write down everything, and make sure you take sometime for you ... Maybe 30 mins of quiet time to relax your thoughts and body with no stimulating situations during this time.

Good luck....

I know it's not easy but give your body, mind, and yourself time..

[lilmilitarywife]

I havnt meditated in a while but it sure sounds nice maybe I'll do that Tom!!!!