Hi my name is luz. I'm 29 years old. I have been with my husband since high school, since i was 16 years old. Since 2005, I found out i could not have kids becuase i don't ovulate when i'm suppose too. I have to be in treatment to be able to have kids. In october 3, 2011. I found out i was pregnant i was so happy and excited to be a mom i have been waiting for long to get pregnant. And it was my best birthday present for me and my husband our birthday is october 10 and october 21. Since 2006, I was diagnose with panic attacks with agoraphobia, depression, post - traumatic stress and dependent personality disorder. All this started since the house where i lived in cut on fire, I fainted at work becuase my blood pressure went to low and I suffer from depression since i was a kid. But know my depression just got worst. In january 14,2012 I had a baby girl at 9:00pm and at 11:12pm my baby girl ashley marie pass away. I was only 20 weeks pregnant and i went into labor. And because of that my baby lungs wasn't fully develop so she could not make it. I'm so depress my husband too. I don't know what to do to feel better or to help my husband. I want to support him but this pain takes over me.I'm so scare that know i could get worst with everything i have. I know that everything happens for a reason and i need time to heal. And i know god will give me the opportunity to be a mom.
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- katyuska
on Jan. 21, 2012 at 7:17 PM