Having a lot of anxiety!

[katyuska]

Since january 14 2012, When my baby girl pass away. I have been feeling anxious,nervous and very depress. Last night i was thinking a lot about what happen when i lost my baby girl. I went to the bathroom and heard a noise and i was about to have a panic attack. I was so nervous to open the door but i did, l look all over the house and it was nothing. when i went to my room i kept looking all over my room and even the door of the room like if something was going to happen. But i know everything was ok. I couldn't sleep it was 4:55am and i still was up. Today for no good reason i started fighting with my husband. I don't know what to do, I was not having nothing that i'm feeling now since i got pregnant. I don't want to fall back to what i was feeling before, but this depression is taking over me. The only way i could sleep is if i pray to feel peace in my heart. I feel like i'm drowning in my depression, I can't take the pain and the loss of my baby girl.

[Dannille33]

My prayers go out to you. I'm sorry I've not replied sooner but life has been crazy here. Your in my thoughts to and I plan to be here if you. Need to vent or just need support. Your a strong person... Just take one day at a time.. Your bigger than anxiety!!! Remember that.