Okay... well my husband has been deployed since Sept. I've been doing alright up until recently. I have 2 little boys ages 4 and 2 and im due to have a baby girl in a few weeks. My husband wont be home until a month after shes born. I decided to stay where we were but came home from TX to OH to have the baby so i can have help since i have c-sections. I have been struggling a lot lately. I dont know if its hormones or because time is starting to drag being the last chunk of deployment. But i dont even want to drag myself out of bed lately. And i try to keep busy and keep the kids involved in things but theres only so much they can do and its so hard when im 8 months pregnant and miserable. On top of it my husbands unit has lost a great number of guys and he just recently watched some of his buddies die. Now im scared shitless. Even more so than i was before. I dont know what to do but i know i need to do something or else these last few months are going to be hell. Does anyone have any helpful advice? I really need help and i just dont know what to do. I love my husband so much and dont know what i would do without him and now all i can think about is what if he doesnt come home... yes the what if's are bad i know but like i said after recent events i cant shake it.