ever have one of those day where you just wanna say F it
Its not even 7:30am, and I already wanna say Eff it im done!! my literally pissy day started at 3:30 this morning with my 3yr old peeing all over my bed, for the 3rd time this week. I wouldn't be so upset about it, if he hadn't been potty trained for months now. or if he was sleeping the whole night in my bed, not waking up to come sleep in my bed. so I strip my bed, clean us both up, remake my bed, put him back to sleep and by the time all is said an done im wide awake. I get online to pay our bills and find DH still has not gotten any combat pay. im trying to squeeze blood from a turnip, to figure out how to pay all of our bills. Since rent went up, the next 6mo of our car insurance is due. he put the entire cost of his car repair on the credit card instead of partialy paying in cash so that's an extra hundred dollars i didn't plan on. and he needs an extra 75 on top of the normal two hundred hes already getting and yet he wants to complain to me about spending 25 on a used swing for our child that's going to be here some time in the next 10wks give or take. I have nothing for this kid, I have to start buying things soon. other then the car seat im not talking all brand new items just a few things each pay is not being unreasonable. and yet he wants to act like im spending all our money. I don't know how much more of this i can take, I have a 3yr old who refuses to listen anymore, Dh being a pain in the butt, schoolwork stacking up and I m completely burnt out. thanks for listening to me vent, I know things will be better I just needed to ramble and someone to listen.