About two years ago my husband a (marine) cam back from Iraq and he got physical with me 3 times.the first time he just pushed me onto the couch but the other two times was bad.we went to counseling for it and he went to anger managment.anbout a year and a half later I was pregnant with our second child about 2 months and we got into a heated argument and he pushed me.it wasn't a hard push but he still pushed me while I was pregnant.anyways its been about a year and a half and nothing els has happend.and fyi he put me through hell when he was deployed.always thinking I was cheating and I was 5 months pregnant with our first child up until birth during that.sooooo cheating? Uh no. He said what started all his behavior was because I hung up on him when I was working.I tried to explain to him that my boss was right behind me and I was a manager and we had a lot of customers.and I still picked up the phone and said" hey! I love you but I'm sorry I can't talk right now" and then I cried later on cause I wasn't able to talk to him.but he says that's what started all of our problems.I'm sorry but I think that's a stupid reason.so now here we are in a marriage and I don't trust him at all! Not with me or the kids and I feel like if I were to get a divorce he would get half custody and I wouldn't be able to watch my babies.this just happend to a friend of mine so now I'm really scared.it seems like we have a normal marriage now.and I don't feel like he would do anything physical again but who knows.I feel like he had or has ptsd or he is just an ass.idk either way I just want to trust again.any help? Anyone have any opinions for me? Anyone els go through this? And please keep in mind he was deployed to Iraq.he's not some guy that came home drunk from a bar so that's why iv been trying to work things out.and yes I realize its still stupid of me.
on Jul. 4, 2012 at 10:05 AM