Lately I have been feeling very stressed out. My husband and I found out last July that I was pregnant with our daughter and then in October he left for basic training. Instead of moving out to California when he got to technical school, we made the "adult decision" for me to stay in Florida and finish out the school year (I taught 7th grade). I was also seven month pregnant at the time. Once our daughter was born, I came up to Ohio to finish out my maternity leave and stay with parents so they could help me out. When the school year was over, my husband was having issues with his tech school and we again made the "adult decision" and kept my stuff in Florida because we decided I would go back to teaching since we didn't know what was going to happen. I moved to Ohio to spend the summer with our families and then our daughter started having health issues and we made another decision for the two of us to move back to Ohio full time.
Now that you have the long back story, I am feeling majorly stressed living back with my parents. My mom did the same thing when I was three months old when my dad had a remote assignment overseas. My mom is wonderful and helps me out and sits and listens to me when I'm upset, but my dad makes comments like "the joys of parenthood." It is stressing me because I don't have anyone to turn to but my parents. All of my close friends now live out of state and I'm woefully unemployed. I've gone to Behavioral Health a couple of times now and they've referred me to an off-base practice to have longer and deeper conversations. Now I feel like I'm failing my husband because he's alone and without us in California and here I am breaking down back home. I know he doesn't care and he's told me he thinks it's a good idea for me to talk to someone, but I still feel guilty. I don't know what to do.
Has anyone gone through this? Do you have any advice for me?