I know its been awhile since I've been on here...so I thought I'd give you an update.
My old screenname was Delirium003 (I was a group mod here, actually). My husband and I started having some really bad problems back in November. I caught him in an online affair with another woman. Saying he loved her and missed her...yada yada.
Well, we started counceling...and that lead to him saying that I spend too much time on the computer and on my phone. (Funny...because HE was the one having another relationship) So I closed my old Cafemom account. I'll admit, it was an addiction. :-p
That blow up turned into him saying he doesn't have feelings for me anymore and that he wants a separation/divorce. I'm against divorce. I grew up in a divorced family....I don't agree with it. Its not for me. :(
Its been like this since November...hit and miss with good days with him. I had to start taking Celexa and Abilify for my anxiety and depression. I've had a few panic attacks too. He was going thru this same anxiety/panic last year at this time...so it kinda sucks that my life has now taken that turn.
The boys are being kept busy. The older two are in baseball leagues and the baby...well, he's run to the ground everyday. :-p
*sigh* Just thought I'd give an update. Missed you guys!