My Wake up Call

[mom2hannahsonal]

Hello Friends......

Well, I have been offline a while due to moving and some more health issues. Hannah has started 2nd grade at the end of August and since moving a little further away from her Daddy, she is not handling it so well. She is having a few medical issues with urinary problems and had to go on a med to help with the urinary urgency/frequency which may/maynot cause behavior problems or intra act with her meds for her ADHD and her mood disorder but long story short short but for the past 4 weeks she has been horribly aggressive behaviorly towards me espescially with the hitting, kicking, biting, etc on a daily basis and and the worst was Thursday when she started throwing things...bookbag, lunch box and lotion bottle at the back of my head while I was driving her to school down a busy roadway and I swerved into  the opposite lane....Thank God that no one was coming at the time....I pulled off the road.....I cursed her upside down(never ever done that in my life...but I was shaking and crying  so hard and called my mom an my cell phone to try to reason with this devil child.....

Well ladies..... I realize you all have busy lives and are still able to maintain your cafe mom connections. Well, Hannan went to her Daddy's house this weekend and after getting some much needed rest last night and this AM..I am now online and on Cafe mom and reading all of my many many emails etc and this is where my wake up call comes in....

1. I am soo sorry to you all for neglecting you at Pennsylvania Moms. Here I am as moderator and I should be here too......this is supposed to be a place for us to come to talk to others when we need our friends when we don't have anywhere else to turn.....need advice....want to know where to take our kids for an activity....try to get our kids together with others in the same area etc andit isn't turning out like that so I am going to try to NAG YOU ALL ON A WEEKLY BASIS TO POST SOMETHING TO THE GROUP!!!!!

2.I need to take time for myself too so going on the computer to talk to frineds about how I am feeling through what Hannah is putting me though will help me be strong enough to survive this!!!

Thanks for letting me apologize.....

Kathy

P.S. Thanks to my friend who shall remain nameless who send me the email who gave me my wake up call...Love Ya :)