I've been back to work for almost 6 weeks now and leaving her everyday has not gotten any easier. Even when I'm home I end up having so much stuff to do that I rarely get to play with her or have any alone time. I feel like I'm going to miss out on so much of her development because I have to work all the time. It would break my heart heart if I'm not the first to see her lil teeth start coming in, or the first time she sits up, or starts crawling or walking. And if her first word is anyone else besides mama I'd be sick. SO told me this morning that she I held her through the night which I hadnt even noticed. Now this weekend is a bunch of my old college friends party for Capricorns (which includes me) and I was all set to go but then I keep thinking about being away from her when I don't absolutely need to be and its eating me up inside. Is it crazy that I'm the one with the separation anxiety?