My name is victoria, I'm 27 years old and a mother to 2 wonderful toddlers ages 4 and 5. In the beginning of the month I found out I was pregnant, I felt in my gut I was pregnant really early on before I could comfirm it officially, my husband wasn't to thrilled at the idea that we where going to have another child but I was very excited. But things quickly turned bad,the same week we comfirmed the pregnancy I lost it... I started spotting at first then it would stop then 2days later I woke up to a lot of blood and very bad lower back pains, I went to the doctor that same day alone and learned I was having a miscarriage, I didn't want to but I couldn't help but cry in front of my doctor who seemed very unsensitive in his apologize to me for my loss. In telling my husband he tried to stay positive in that maybe it was just really early and the bleeding would hopefully stop, he did a lot of research which gave me some hope that the pregnancy would last but I tried not to get excited because you just never know with these things. I went for some test, they did an ultra sound and I was only 4weeks along, my doctor said my uterus looked good how it should look but well just see how it goes.... long story short I had a complete miscarriage that next day, and altho it was still early the loss was very hard, I grew attached to the baby as soon as I knew.... some days this just seems so serreal..but I'm thankful for my family support and now from this group I'm thankful I found.
on Oct. 16, 2010 at 2:40 PM