Really upset....(possible pregnancy ment.)
I just realized that if I did conceive when I ovulated this last time this baby would be due between January 18th and January 20th. Ryder was due either the 18th or 19th, I found out he had passed on the 20th and he was born on the 21st.
If I am pregnant I want this baby and I will love them, but if I can't even mourn Ryder's first angelversary I am afraid it will interfere with my relationship with my rainbow baby. I do want to be pregnant and have another baby, I just don't want them to be due or born that week, or even in January.
Am I over reacting? I don't know what to do. except my POASaholicness is coming back! I just went and got 3 different ones and I won't be able to get a + for at least another week... This is going to be a really long week.....