What helps you? ETA
I am ttc now but I still have such a heavy heart a lot of the times. It hurts so bad that it brings me to tears often and the best thing for me is a good cry. I know this song means something different but while in the doctors office SO heard the leona lewis 'bleeding love' and to me for some reason that song gets me everytime. I can listen to it and not cry and I usually only cry if I am alone of SO is here to comfort me if I REALLY need him.
I also love this song called 'I would di for that' by Kellie Coffey. I just find a release in music most of it helps me through it and others really builds my spirits even music unrelated to anything just that feel good music. I just want to know what helps you get through your hard moments in the day?
ETA: I do have a lot of support I am grateful to that for sure and I do have twins boys from a previous relationship. I just am so in love with my SO and since our m/c we haven't stopped thinking about it! I just want a child with the man I love. He has no children his parents have no grandchildren (he is the oldest of him and and his brother) and his Nana has no great grandchildren. I just love this family I would give anything for them I am ready to have another child (not being greedy but I want more) and my SO is a great step parent and he deserves a child he dreams about the day he has his own and I dream about the day we have one together. His family LOVES my twins like they are their own and they would never be cast aside they are wonderful and MINE I just want our family and I want to feel complete and I do not feel like we are until we are able to have a child of our own. My SO has been through the Marines/ Cancer (testicular) and a long fight with addiction and he has made it through ALL that and is still a wonderful positive loving man and I cannot picture life without him!