Update on me...preg mentioned!
Thank you to everyone who thought, prayed, encouraged me the other night when I was freaking out. The spotting stopped on Saturday (funny how your mind can make you think you're bleeding worse than you are when you're scared) and the cramping has let up quite a bit. I still have minor cramping, comes and goes, and an aweful backache...so aweful that I called my dr this morning. I had already set my 1st appt for Monday the 14th, and I begged for them to run a blood test to make sure everything was okay. Sure enough after leaving work early, going to the hospital for blood work, and my dr requesting a rush on the results, I was called this afternoon with my hcg quant level of 1148. Amazing! We are doing a repeat on Thursday to make sure everything is going good. I was very worried about another blighted ovum or a loss, that now I feel more relieved.
I feel guilty because I havent been as active in here especially this week. I find it difficult to think about loss right now, it scares me...so I admit that I have stayed away. I hope I dont hurt anyones feelings by this, but with dealing with my previous loss still and the due date for that baby coming close Im having a hard time...and now throw a pregnancy in the mix.
I just want to thank everyone for being here for me when Ive needed it! You guys helped me through some of the hardest days of my life!