Well after my misscarraige i convinced myself that i would be pregnant again soon. After that ended, i figured i might as well get back to my normal life right? Wrong.
I talked to Matt (my best friend and first childs dad) at school one day. He seemed happy to see i was talking to him and things were getting back to normal. He was my best friend in the whole world, probably the only person i ever really had in life. We hung out after school, and talked about life, Brodie (our baby R.I.P.) and about anything.
Things went a little too far and we ended up sleeping together. We both felt so ashamed because we were trying to get back to being just best friends but nobody understands our connection. We both decided it was best if we never speak of it again. Erase it from our minds.
I have been talking to a girl named Kara about all of my problems with Matt and Brodie since i dont get along with other girls well. Matt started to hang out with her a lot and almost two weeks ago i was supposed to get my period...which i never got. Matt and Kara are going to date soon, and Matt has been kind of ignoreing me. I dont know what hes thinking and i kind of need him.
I have a horrible past, i've been threw more than most people ever will in a lifetime and i dont want the one person i had all along to leave over this. Its led me to major depression.
I dont know what to do about Matt? And i just need some help. Please :/