all of a sudden today, I have been having random bouts of tears. my last mc was nov 15th, 2011 but the one before that was august 10th, 2010. I took thatone the hardest. I am not sure why, maybe because it was the longest one to last, not sure. the due date was day after hubby's birthday. march 25, 2011. hubby and i have been ttcing for 2.5 years with 3 losses but making mine 4(one with ex). it doesnt help that hubby recently found letters i had written to our angels and he left them out of their hiding places for me to find. *he cleaned our room for mother's day* so of course I had to read them. now I just feel horrible and still dealing with tears. it sucks cause im home alone as hubby is working til close tonight. sorry for the vent and sorry for not posting much. just been hard seeing as I have a hard time letting go and forgiving. thank you if you read this.
on May. 17, 2012 at 2:08 AM