Starting to Hate people!

[IheartJared]

 I lost my babies 3 months ago and if I hear you should be over it again I think I might smack someone!

 People don't think before they speak either I have to act like nothing happened or hear ignorance spew out of their mouths. Even my mother is awful she says you shoud be happy with the kids you have..

 The closer I get to my dues date the more I think about. I am all alone in my pain even my hisband is over it, but my babies died I felt them moving I don't want to forget or get over it. It is bad enough eceryoe I fucking know is pregnant all happy and complaining how big they are getting. I stay positive but god I am so jealous and bitter. I want to be buying baby stuff I want to be all big a pregnant I want my babies..

 Yet I sit alone " I don't sleep anymore" with no one to talk to. I am alone in this crappy world

 Also I get so mad all these horriable crack head crazy women pregnant on tv. I get so mad why do they get to have children when they don't want or love them, and me who wanted my babies so bad had to lose them..

 I sound so bitter sorry

[FindingDiamond]

Hugs! So sorry for your loss

[ooCherryo0]

So sorry for your loss. I know how your feeling. No ones told me I should be over it yet but it's been less then two weeks. I think when I do hear it I will go off on that person.
Every pregnant person I see I want to cry so bad. I see them every where now.

[momto4boys03-07]

Hugs  what your feeling is normal.  When I lost my boys I finally snapped at a good friend when she told me I needed to get over it.  I told her to lose one of her Children (who where older) then she could tell me how to get over it.  that was the last family told me that

I lost my boys 10 and 7 yrs ago and I still have issues with pg ladies who complain. 

hugs 

[MommaNoonoo]

I'm so sorry. Please don't try to get over it, just get through it. You should cherish the child(ren) you have, but grieve and miss the ones you lost.

[jamcammoton]

 I SO know how you feel!!! I totally sucks too! I hate this so much! It is so unfair! You feel like nobody has any respect for you or how you are feeling. You want your babies so badly and there is nothing you can do to bring them back. All you have is the memory and hole in your heart. I have another child too and I am thankful for her, but it just not the same. She was supposed to be part of it too, but that was ripped away from her. We ALL lost the chance to have a big happy family. My daughter is only 4, almost 5 so she does not understand. It is still unfair to her too though. I am so sorry for your losses and how you are feeling, but I understand. Hope that helps make you feel a little better and at ease. If you want to talk, let me know!

~hugs~

[silka08]

Im so sorry :-( when I had my loss 6 close friends were preg. It was awful :-(

[LilysMommy813]

I'm sorry, it is so hard. I work in labor and delivery and when I see women who are careless and don't take care of themselves or there pregnancy, I find myself struggling with it. It's not fair, and it's normal to be angry. Just let it out, hugs

[DarksMama]

I watched a heavily pregnant woman ROLLER SKATING down the street the other day...not playing with kids or anything...just skating. I wanted to get out of the car and slap her half to death for being so careless and stupid with that precious baby she's carrying.

I don't get why stupids and junkies get babies, and we don't

[newmom2be08]

Don't apologize for your feelings.  It's normal to feel this way and in all honesty, your loss is still pretty fresh.  It took me awhile to deal with my feelings and start feeling somewhat like me again.  Hang in there...we understand.  HUGS!

[cali_angel_girl]

I agree

Quoting newmom2be08:

Don't apologize for your feelings.  It's normal to feel this way and in all honesty, your loss is still pretty fresh.  It took me awhile to deal with my feelings and start feeling somewhat like me again.  Hang in there...we understand.  HUGS!